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fuck it, my last personal post

I just want to tell someone all my problems. I haven’t let it out in so long. But no one really wants to listen.
So I’ll just make a list.
- I got ditched because my friend chose sex over friendship.
- Didn’t get invited to my friend’s after party, for no reason.
- I think the secret about my sexuality is finally out. Fuck everything, my life is just done.
- I am so tire of being strong and acting like I don’t care when dozens of people hate me and even worse, more of them ignore me. And everyone thinks I’m a slut. No one has no idea what good things I’ve done in the name of morality, and where that’s gotten me. But God forbid I act like an animal (yes, I did just reference that song) twice in my life and suddenly I am the hugest whore in Shiloh. I don’t even like most boys. Like, 2 out of 794,585,289. I was just tired of saying no and wanted to know what things were like.
- I’m so sensitive. Half of the things on this list don’t even matter. I know that. I can be objective. But it still affects me and I shouldn’t bottle it up anymore.
- My optimism toward life expired months ago. I can’t wait for it to end.
- I just want someone to care and not give up on me. I don’t care if it’s temporary. Almost no one cares about me, literally. And the people who do are too busy or don’t understand my bizarre mind and how to communicate with it.
- I hate myself. For making this post. And for knowing that millions of other people are saying more important things, crying because more urgent reasons, and I am probably actually more unhappy than they are.

So, to sum it up:

- guilt
- consistent rejection
- lack of self worth

I don’t even know how to diagnose that. Haha.

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“ I feel like sometimes I’m in my own little world and you’re always next to me and I don’t know how you do it but you understand me. ”

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I wish I could take everything back, then stop whining about stuff and become a wonderful nice interesting beyond-delightful person.